by Curtana 05/01/13, 03:58 pm
"Well, my teacher, the woman who trained me, she's a follower," Aleyn said. "I didn't understand too much about what it meant when I started with her - I was thirteen, it wasn't really something I was that interested in at that point. But I sort of picked up some general knowledge about Sehanine that way. Miss Nettle, at least by the time I knew her, was more about the other aspects of the goddess anyway. At least, I prefer to think she was," he said, smiling wryly.
"So, like I said, among kids in Highmark it's kind of a ... joke isn't exactly the right word, because they take it pretty seriously, but it's just something people talk about - how you can go there and have sex, which when you're, oh, seventeen or whatever, is a very big deal. I was never brave enough to go try it," he added with a smirk, "but I'm sure some of my friends did. As far as learning the ropes, though, it's probably a pretty good way to go about it, all things considered. The priests there are very used to dealing with first-timers."
"Anyway, I was more of an, oh, second- or third-timer by the time I decided to try it out. At first for me it was a safe way to figure out more about what I actually liked and wanted, and I met some good people there too. Over time I guess I got more serious about it, started seeing the other aspects of the goddess as just as important, if not more important, but I still found it..." He considered his words carefully. "...meaningful, even beautiful in a way, to attend. Roth didn't understand why it mattered, or maybe I never did a good enough job of explaining it to him... anyway, after I was hurt, and all of that happened, it took me a while to go back, but when I did, it helped me a lot too, in terms of healing and comforting..." He shrugged, smiling. "And I guess that's probably more than you ever wanted to know, huh?"